Parker McCollum revealed that if his last record hadn’t reignited his creativity, he may have stepped away from music altogether. The Texas native opens up about the mindset behind that moment of honesty as he looks back on that chapter and his journey up to that point.
Music is something that McCollum has always wanted to do, but from the start, he was determined to do it in his own way. So when he signed his first record deal with MCA Nashville, formerly UMG, in 2019, he made sure it was known that no one would tell him how to dress, what kind or music to cut or how to perform. No amount of money could change that.
“I told them, I said, ‘Look, I don’t want the money. I don’t want your advance. I want creative control…And they’ve kept their word on that 100%,” McCollum said during his appearance on the Zach Sang Show.
At the time he gained this partnership, McCollum had already been well into his career with a strong fanbase behind him. The kind of success that he had always dreamed about was slowly building and one-by-one he crossed off bucket list items. He continued to rise while preparing to build out his 2025 album, but behind the curtain McCollum was feeling the most burnt out he ever had.
“I was about to just hang it up completely,” he admitted. “I just kind of had lost the buzz creatively. And I’d been touring nonstop since I was 22 years old. And I was just like, creatively, I was like, ‘I got nothing.’ And so I’ve had a conversation with people in my circle about it. And I kind of got to the point where I was like, ‘Well, if I’m going to hang it up, go make one more record with just zero f**ks given, just do it 100% exactly whatever the hell comes out is what the record is.’”
So as he prepared for what could be the last record he ever made, the singer/songwriter called legendary producer, Frank Liddell, and said he wanted to work together to record a self-titled album in New York City. Making an album in the Big Apple was something McCollum had wanted to do in the past, but it never worked out. This time, he wasn’t taking no for an answer.
“I was like, I’m not playing this game anymore. I have nothing in my soul musically, creatively right now. I’ve got to go find it. I know it’s in there. I can’t find it. Something is suffocating it and I can’t fake it, dude. I can’t just go pick some songs that somebody else wrote and cut them and stand up there and smile every night. I can’t do it. Just didn’t work like that for me.”
It wasn’t validation that the country star was seeking. He explained that the only opinions he truly cares about are his own, his brothers and fellow Texas acts Randy Rogers and Koe Wetzel.
“Those are the guys that I want to think that what I’m doing is cool.”
He ultimately wanted to feel fulfilled and to reignite the creative spark inside himself. After recording all 14 tracks and listening to the entire thing front to back, that excitement returned to him.
“That was the most full my cup has ever been in the music business, dude. I answered the question. I do still love this. When I left that city and I was looking out that plane window and I knew the record I had just cut, it was like, damn, all those records, all those shows, all those nights, all the bulls**t and the awards and the number ones and all that, none of it made me feel the way that record made me feel. I finally had made the record I always wondered if I was good enough to make.”
Despite all the accomplishments, McCollum believes that rut he was experiencing ultimately stemmed from the fact that he wasn’t tapping into the real creativity he had when he started out. He wasn’t going to go on a farewell tour, he wasn’t going to say goodbye with a long statement on social media. If this album didn’t work out, it was just over.
“I was just going to go home and quit leaving. I was like, ‘I think I’m just done. I did everything I wanted to do. Nothing else accomplishment wise was going to fill my cup or make me happy.’”
McCollum poured every ounce of himself into that album, and by taking the time to do what he needed creatively, he’s now finds himself inspired and ready to make a thousand more records.
“The freedom that I’ve allowed myself to just like, “Who cares? We’re on a rock floating around a ball of fire, dude. We’re not here long enough to be worrying about that s**t. Go in and sing your songs, pour your fu**ing heart out.”
Luckily, it seems fans don’t have to worry about the “Burn It Down” singer hanging his hat up anytime soon. He’s currently on the road bringing these songs to life night after night on his 2026 headlining tour.
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